Me me me & me....

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

I'm glad that....

  1. I can eat and sleep well.
  2. I'm not alone in this world.
  3. I enjoy my life.
  4. You are here to share my problem and accompany me.
  5. There are always my lovely family that awaits me to be back there at KL.

I hope that....
  1. I'll be happy forever.
  2. My life would be better.
  3. I would go back to my home to stay with my loves one.
  4. I would travel to places around the world.
  5. I would spend without worrying much.

My target before Year End...
  1. New environment.
  2. New job.
  3. New purse.
  4. New handbag.
  5. New shoe.
  6. New clothes.
  7. New look.
  8. New style.
  9. New...new...new...

Confuse....

Monday, 19 October 2009

9 months passed. What should I be doing right now? I suppose to have a better life right now. Doing whats right for me. Doing things that can change my path of way in the future. Having a great satisfaction on whats going on days by days.

But in reality, I just can't understand what am I doing right now? The feeling that I had now wasn't right at all. It doesn't "click" together with my mood. I'm CONFUSE. Should I get myself change or keep it stable for another year. Expecting what would I be in the near future really suffers a lot.

If I'm hardworking, does that means I will be successful in the future..?

It was a tough question right? Let see....Give me another chance. I'll try to change my life. Let see the result next year. I promise to do the best.

Work...

Monday, 3 August 2009

I've been working since February '09...nothing much have change apart from earning some $$$ for my living....my path, the route that i took seams lifeless...

*dreaming*
err....can it be more interesting other than going to work, doing reports, surfing the net, going sites for survey? can it be changed? change to a life where i can have plenty of time and $$$ going shopping, gym, facial, relaxing, or maybe back to school? -_-'''
*awake*
i'm still here sitting in the office, facing computer, doing nothing much other than....

doing reports...

searching for info...


read news....


blogging....


games...

Where am I heading to?

Monday, 27 July 2009

Looking around me...right and left....up and down....front and back....erm... -_-'''

Everyone have their own life. They have a successful career and some even got their master done. After few years of study its seams nothing much I've got so far. Even if I went to Korea before, I'm back to the reality where life was normal as usual. I have my own career which I have to stay far from my hometown. Life with no experience, no fun, no knowledge. Every night, i just wonder when i can actually got myself back to KL, the place where I always dream to be. When can I actually had my own freedom, where i can have more friend to hang around. Where to find lots and lots of $$$ for myself and my family.

I'm confuse, really confuse...

Where should i be...more alternative more confusing...and the more headache i got....

I just don't know if i should:-

  1. Do my master (for either part time or full time);
  2. Try to apply for scholarship for master (study oversea);
  3. Apply for Tutor in UTM (either KL campus or Skudai campus);
  4. Stick to my current career;
  5. Transfer back to KL after my RTD project here;
  6. or Erm...Get married to a rich guy....(wakaka..that's impossible right)
Any suggestion? NO idea?...plz help....

WHERE SHOULD I ACTUALLY GO?

my hamster~~~

Wednesday, 27 May 2009

Bought 2 hamster last month....Feel like showing you how adorable they are....they were small when i bought them but now they look so fabulous....lovely....chubby...n...cute....here are their pic....

their cage...

cute one...

so chubby....

wow...plz don eat me....plz....

lovely...

muaks...love you...

saturday night~~~

its saturday night.....we went to Jusco Bukit Indah just for shopping and dinner....we had a great time there...(erm....mayb i'm the only one who had a great time there eating and even shopping)....but i was really a great weekend for me...hehe~~~

we ate at a "stone szilling restaurant" (something like that, coz i already forgot its name)....yummy but expensive....both my dear n i ate it for nearly RM40...T_T...it worth it tho,....

scene in the restaurant


the cook....hmm...yummy...


the eater....

now you see it....

now you don't.....
hahahaha~~~

after the dinner, we went to walk around.....my purpose to go there was actually to buy Skin Food product...hehe...at last....i bought TONER, ESSENCE and EMULSION from the shop.....wow....really spend a lot on that day....but quite happy bout it.....just don mention bout $$$...(oops....my $$$$ gone....huhuhu~~~~ T_T)

this was what i bought.....


my car was hurt!

Saturday, 23 May 2009


I notice that there was a new scratch on my car's butt.....i just wonder where that scar came from? previously i tought that it could be one of my housemates....but that wouldn't be...if they happen to knock my car, mayb they will told me that n say sorry right? then i tought it might be someone else when i parked my car outside......

BUT, after my work today,....i notice that A's bike had a scar in front of it too...but i'm not sure if its from A.....but my car get hurt from something similar to the colour of the bike....i just couldn't say 100% that was A who did it.....i just don't have the prove to say that even if the paint of the bike and some left over evidence of my car was the same colour.....haiz....

Poor baby car! i just couldn't help you even i guess it was A who did it.....

Hate A so much....knock people's car without saying sorry.....SHIT you!!!!! Hoping so much to give u a BIG slap on your face...SHIT you!!!!

Yeah...i assumed that you really did it where you just keep quiet like that after knocking it.....I know it was you!!!....you better be sorry for that, CHICKEN!!!!!.....ARGH~~~~

What have happen to Mersing last Saturday May 9, 2009

Wednesday, 13 May 2009

You just couldn't believe it when u read this news....Its happening there at Mersing, Johor....

Bare naked on Johor isle
Compiled by SIM LEOI LEOI, BEH YUEN HUI and A.RAMAN

AN ISLAND off Mersing in Johor has become a hot spot after it was used as the location for a European reality show, which had its participants running stark naked.

Scenes from the Survivor Robinson Ekspeditionen programme, which had been broadcast over TV3 in Denmark, were published on an online newspaper ScandAsia.com.

A reader with family ties to Malaysia alerted Harian Metro about the programe.

In the scenes, both men and women were seen running along a sandy beach without a stitch on.

The Danish national who e-mailed the images to Metro said he was surprised that the Malaysian authorities had allowed the filming although the show was soft porn.

It is believed that this was the first time the programme had made 16 out of its 22 participants strip naked for the run while five others got to keep their underwear on.

It is also understood that a woman who refused to strip was kicked out of the show and sent home to Denmark.

An official at the Mersing District Council said it had only allowed the filming after telling the producers that they could not have naked scenes on the island as it might offend local residents.

“The filming was originally scheduled at Pulau Besar for this and next month before moving to other islands,” he said.

Picked from: The Star Online (Saturday May 9, 2009)

hahaha weird....i was surprised when i read this....girls and guys going naked beside the beach, running around....hahaha....wonders why no one there to warn them during the film since this was a Malay country?......Hahaha....mayb they hav fun watching it at when the filming was going on...wahahaha...but this issue was later brought up by THE Tunku Mahkota of Johor, Tunku Ibrahim Ismail (stated at NST Online - Johor Buzz today)

Hmm....

Related sourse to the news:
1. kaniahokkien.net (blog)
2. Danish Reality Show Humiliates Contestants in Malaysia
3. some pic


Testing 1 2 3....

Tuesday, 12 May 2009

yesterday i would like to try something new to eat....something that i can bake for myself when i'm free or feel like eating....guess what? i read a forum about something that is good for skin with the title of the thread "Good for skin, easy recipe for soft and smooth skin"....

it really look nice there together with the picture taken (below) by the one who suggested it....so i would like to try it....give myself a try....so, this was the recipe...


Ingredients:

1 Egg
2 Tbsp sugar or condensed milk
3/4 glass milk (can use soymilk as substitute)

Method:
1. Wisk egg
2. Add sugar or condensed milk
3. Add Milk (don't wisk, stir to avoid getting bubbles... don't want that.)
4. Steam on high about 10 to 15 minutes.
5. Ready to eat for soft and smooth skin.
it was really easy right....even you don't really know how to cook, you can still cook it...

after 30 mintunes of cooking, it came out perfectly and look so smooth with the vanilla smell from both of the milk.....but...once i tried it.....aww~~~ it was terribly bad....the taste was....yeaks...can't really imagine it....i think it will be better with ginger on it....so much different from how she discribe it.....

i end up wasting 3 quarter of it...haha...cannot really put that into my mouth.....haha....so sorry....

Malaysia's Public Transportation

Monday, 11 May 2009

Reasons why I hate Malaysia's Public Transportation so much:

  1. Always not on time
  2. Bad service
  3. Driver will always want to get extra income (especially bus that travels out-station....they keen to stop by other place / increase the ticket price)
  4. Stop for no reason
  5. Drop someone when they shouldn't do that
  6. Smoke when driving
  7. Talk on the phone when driving

Under Maintenance!

Friday, 8 May 2009

This blog is currently under maintenance~~~~

My Cheesecake!

Tuesday, 28 April 2009

I don really feel happy nowadays....wonder where my happiness gone....i really can't get any satisfaction on wats going on through my life now....no ups and down....therefore i would like to take my step to bake and make myself bz rather than thinking some nonsense things....i actually planned to baked a cake last few days but end up failed....end up going shopping during the weekend....buying nothg there....

Supposed i can enjoy my Oreo Cheesecake....always wonder how its taste like....wats the taste of the cheesecake that i bake for myself....mayb it was jst an ordinary cheesecake....hoping so much that i could one day...(mayb~~~) turn into an etrodinary cake....cake that every1 appriciate it...cake that every1 thinks that it was the best cake ever....

Wonder how can i change the "non-baked oreo cheesecake" to a special cake....will it be like that forever? can i try to change it..? Maybe i can put something on it.....decorate it? with strawberies? kiwi? cream? or mayb adding coffee into it? hmmm~~~~headache....

that wasn't included into the recipe....but how can i change/modify it to a cake that i really like? as some1's help? erm....mayb some prefer the original cake....but i jst wish it could be at least better that what every1 thought.....

i wan my parents to enjoy the cake that i bake as well....i wan them noe that the cake that i bake was the best cake ever....but how? i want no regrets at the end....

I'm jst to scared to think about it...too scared to face those problem...after all no one cares bout it thou...haiz.....silly me...

Do you believe in miracle or maybe weird stuff?

Monday, 20 April 2009

Do you believe in miracle or weird stuff?

Trust me. Its like I've been curse. These few days I personally trust that I might have a pair of "Magic Hand" that can neither change or cure things. My hand can actually make something new into an old things. Wahaha~~~

You gotta believe me. It happens in between a month period. This was what happen to me in the past few days:

  1. I accidently spoil dear's computer. When he try to check his com, all his hard disk, mother board, n etc burned. The only things that can still be used was the RAM....scarry~~~~
  2. Then in the office my boss bought a new printer for the office but the next day, i try to change some settings for the old printer so that we can share the printer together with my colleague. What happen was when we try to print something from the old printer,.....the printer doesn't work. Since then, the printer will print itself page by page wit only a few letter....fishy~~~
  3. Then on thursday, i try cleaning my room but i end up spoiling something (the fan of my dear's new laptop). Its break at the corner of the fan...ish~~~~
  4. The fourth thing was the washing machine. Last two days i went swimming with my dear. After i came back from the swim, of course there is a lot of things to be wash. So, i put in some clothes and also my towel to the washing machine. Then i try to work it out by turning it on. The water flow in but.....i notice that the water was flowing out to the disposal outlet. Therefore it will flow as long as the machine is on.....I just can't wash my clothes again....need to do it manually.....hmmm~~~~
  5. Then the next thing was the new laptop that my dear just bought. I used it the last few days to watch dramas and also online at the same time. Plugging in the adapter to charge the battery and moving it from the room to the living room and back to the room. But last night, i notice something was wrong with the battery. Suddenly the battery was low and I try to charge it. What wonders me was, I already plug in the charger half hour ago but it still show 10% remaining. Erm....That was a new laptop and why is this happening to me????
  6. And after that, on Monday i wen to work. Trying to save out some pic from my phone to burn it into a CD but suddenly i found out that my phone din work properly. I don know sms coming in and calls too. Then i try to check if i put it in a vibration mode or silent mode. It was in a normal mode. Aiks...then what happen to my phone? Why isn't it ringing. I try to call my phone using office phone but still...no ringing sound from it....haiz~~~
I think you guys have to believe my hand can actually cause miracle to my life....My magic hand.....OMG~~~why me? Why is this happening to me? Really impossible~~~



Source: http://www.geekologie.com/2007/07/12/soap-hands.jpg

i'm bck...

Monday, 13 April 2009

its about 2 months since the last time i log in to my blog....many thgs happen around me between these days...going through my convocation session with my parents...that was a relief for me where i can declare myself graduated and become a working lady...-_-''''.....hahahaha....

i'm glad that i can finally find / earn myself a living without burdening my parents....i kinda miss them so much....hopefully i can transfer bck to KL....planning to finish a big project here in MN Consult in order to gain some experince then i can easily get a job there at KL....hehehe~~~ i'm my parents baby gal wat...of coz my heart was still with them....:P

after my convo i'm gald that i still hav some time to meet my friends in KL..i was happy to spend even few hours with them....kinda miss the time we went shopping, pasar malam, dinner, karaoke'ing together...that was really fun...time i had here were a bit bored besides working eating sleeping and mayb hanging out once awhile with the juniors....most of the time i spend was facing all these elctronic device (computer, tv or phone).....

losing my social life....and hoping so much to get a comfortable life....i'm still searching for one from time to time.....wonders when can i get it....O_o'''....

not to say that my life here were totally spoil...but i jst can't feel the "home & friends" around me....therefore until now i still believe that i will still b going bck to the place where i should b.....it might not b around the corner....i jst need to wait for it....i noe it...for sure i can do it....

source: www.chroniclebooks.com

D' drink

Friday, 20 February 2009


when we go shopping, someone likes to stop over for some drinks...no mater who you are hanging out with...your friends or maybe your family.....it might just a habit for us to sit down to take a rest or to chat with them......so, have you ever came to a situation where you bought something that you think you might not like it at the end of it....

there are so many choices when you step in a coffee shop....there are plenty of choices for you to order...coming from a various of flavour (from coffee, latte, mocha to fruit juice).....after a long and hard decision, i bought one of the drink...a chocolate milk....at first i really don know how would it taste like....once i've tried it, i love it....its not bad after all...

since then i would always like to order the same thing wherever i go to the shop....i think it would make me feel satisfied....but things goes wrong recently....someone actually told me that the drink doesn't seams that delicious...it looks so weird and it might be to sweet for me....but all this while i feel OK wit it.....weird and it might be to sweet for me? i like it to be sweet because i love chocolate.....

why? why? why? is it because its not good for my health? but now i'm still young....i still can accept the sweetness in it....no big deal right....

but why? after they commented my drink, i don't really feel good in me....i started to think a lot.....mayb someone would say that i like to think negetaively....but if someone commented on what you did, they actually care so much on you....they wan you to have a perfect life....

i started to think carefully.....

its started to give me a feeling that "should i try other drink or jst keep myself to enjoy this drink", "should i rethink and list down the pros and also the cons of the drink that will affect my health"....so have you guys tought of your drink before? nice? delicious? 'ngam ngam' ur taste?

there was a saying...

"an apple a day, keeps a doctor away"

but for me, my situation was....
"adding more sugar intake in me, keeps my life away"

i really don't know what should i do now...i don't feel easy when i think of it.....should i jst forget what other people commented on it? or i might jst add some water to the drink so that it won taste that sweet? or change another drink?

life was hard when you can't really make a decision or can take the challange when situation occur....

help....

what would you do if you had the same situation like me?

jealousy

Monday, 12 January 2009

would you easily get jealous wit other...not in the sense of your BF trying to go out with other gals or ur GF trying to go out with other boys....

its just a simple jealousy on other peoples life...how they live...how they work...their look, they life...and maybe i can say their richness...i have many friends...and i saw many things in their life...what they get, how they survive in this world...some they are rich n some they don't...

the rich ones they live gratefully and the don't, they succeed in their life too....

but why i feel different in me? i hope things will change in the near future...

HOW RELIABLE ON YOU IN MEDIA?

Thursday, 8 January 2009

Malaysians are among the greatest media junkies on earth, according to a survey conducted recently.



Media research organisation Nielsen Company found Malaysia ranking among the top 10 media consuming nations in a poll among 52 countries.

The survey found that Malaysians use their computers more than they do their television sets and it looks like this trend is going to swing upwards as the country prepares to increase its high-speed broadband connectivity in the future.

The online survey, conducted last September, included 500 Malaysians among the 26,000 people polled worldwide.

It revealed that our citizens are addicted to consuming digital (including data, voice and video), ranking fifth of all countries.
Malaysians also seem to have a voracious appetite for anything on the Internet, with more than half of the respondents having downloaded, streamed or played content such as full-length movies, movie clips, TV shows, music videos and video games over the past month.

"Malaysians are real entertainment and technology junkies. They consume a copious amount of home entertainment, music, video games and digital media.

"They stream and download digital media content on a regular basis," said Nielsen Malaysia consumer group managing director Paul Richmond.

"Broadband penetration is only at 18 per cent, according to the Energy, Water and Communications Ministry.

"But, with the government's push to ready high-speed-broadband via fibre optics by 2010, we can expect the country to continue its climb up the media consumption ladder."

Another interesting finding was that the digital gulf between developing nations and more advanced countries is not as wide as many may think.

While Western nations are heavy users of media hardware like DVD players and gaming consoles, next-generation devices like video-enabled handsets are more popular in new markets, particularly in Asia.

Five Asian countries, including Malaysia, secured spots in the top 10 list of highest usage levels across a range of media devices.

Source: NSTonline (January 8, 2009)

What do you think bout it? Haha...for me...i sat in front of the computer during work from 9am to 5pm....then on TV after work until 930pm at least....haha then if i'm tired i'll jst sleep....if not i'll on the computer and....haha...PLAY GAMES.....wow!!! i spend nearly 80% of my life committed to MEDIA....huhuhu~~~...i jst notice it....SCARY o...

As a conclusion....."I JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MEDIA"....muahahahaha...

Happy New Year

Friday, 2 January 2009

Its another new year....welcome to Year 2009.....i wish all my dreams come true....hahaha~~~

my new year wish...

  1. Start work asap
  2. save more money
  3. go travel
  4. buy many clothes
  5. buy purse
  6. to be healthy (also for my family n friends)
  7. slim down (its impossible..hahaha~~~)
  8. etc...
wakakaka..tats it 4 now..hahahaha

day 2 in sing...

Sunday, 30 November 2008

2day we had our breakfast at giant food court.....

yummy egg and kaya bread...


then after that, went to places around Clarke Quay and also China Town....this is how we go....(kekeke...showing some direction again)

  1. from ph's place....take d 243 (white or green) bus to the Boon Lay MRT station....
  2. from Bon Lay station, go to Outram Park MRT inter-change station and change to the purple line...
  3. then using the purple line...go straight to Clarke Quay....
below were some of the pic taken there at Clarke....

ph wit her new look....


me at Clarke Quay....

both sopo....kakaka

wow...i'm "small"...

its like bintang street...its "happening" during d nite...

ERP....i kind of tol..it detect car and and charge them directly...

giant bird....wow...really big...

oops...hamsap lyn...muahahaha

high rise building....

low rise building....-_-''''

wat am i doing? help them move d thgs la adui~~~

talking bout politics...hmmm~~~

yeee.....hamsap....don look @_@

sopo ph on d phone....

hehe.....who else....

cute bus....

d durian...oops...Esplanade in Sing...

the lion head....^^

another pic of ph...


me at china town....

china town like msia's petaling street.....

our lunch....seafood soup (S$ 6.00) + rice (S$ 0.50)....

going to singapore

Saturday, 29 November 2008

this was how we go to Singapore....plz take note if u wanna go Sing from Taman Universiti, Skudai......
  1. take a bus from Taman Unversiti, Skudai to JB (cost: RM 3.50)....huhuhu~~~damn expensive le....but no one wetch me 2 JB...wat 2do? so need to take a ride to JB by town bus.....

  2. then go to JB kastam....(haha....can't believe tat d kastam so ugly...n its only a few kastam officer there)....

  3. after the kastam....take a bus to cross d bridge using ur ezlink card (haha...don noe how much it cost coz it direct deduct from d card)

  4. later after we cross d bridge, we reach d Sing kastam.....there u need 2 take pass....(u jst need 2 fill in d form to enter Singapore)

  5. line up and wait for ur turn.. -_-'''''

  6. after u pass the kastam....u r there in Sing adi....kakaka....
then...then...then...erm...then wat? wait let me recall..............erm....aha~~~....ways to go to ph's apartment from d kastam.....hehe forgive me...i'm exhausted after all d thesis, studio n exam....kakaka....some memory might b hard for me 2 recall bck....muahahahaha....
  1. first.....u need to take either bus no 160 or 170 to go to the Keranji MRT station (red line)...

  2. then after that, take the MRT, we need to take to Jurong East MRT inter-change station and change to green line then go to Boon Lay MRT station....

  3. after that from the station...u can either take the white or green bus wit 243 number....(recommended to use the white 243 bus)....

  4. then u'll need to stop at Giant...
guess wat...? her apartment was located next to Giant...really next to it...really close.....

before we go up to her apartment, we wen to the Giant food court to eat.....wow i ate the Onagi Ramen....below was d picof the Onagi Ramen......




seams delicious right.....kaka...tell u d truth....its really delicious (cost: S$4.00)

after dinner...we wen bck 2 d apartment n take a good rest for 2molo....muahahaha,......

*the cost of MRT and bus were not stated there because i'm using d ezlink card

to be continued....