pity me...

Saturday, 28 June 2008

pity me....i had a dental surgery tis afternoon....y? i had a wisdom tooth....it was healthy as usual....but last 2 weeks, when i went to the check my teeth, doc told me tat i need to get rid of one of my wisdom tooth....i will affect d tooth next to it....

huhuhu~~~so scary.....

i never taught of having a dental surgery 2 days b4 i go bck to jb....i stay an hour in tat surgeon room....hearing those *drilling* sound over and over again....

oh my gosh....it was so pain....until now i still can feel the pain.....i ate pain killer pills....it still doesn't work for me...my face were swollen....it was so obvious.....

how am i going to meet my lecturer tis monday wit my face like tat....i still need to go to the library, office and also JPS to collect info for my thesis....

not only tat, i can't even survive properly...i could hardly eat now....since 2 o'clock....i haven eat a single thing....i only drank some water n a little of choc milk.....even medicine i could hardly swallow it....it was so painful...

i really wanna shout~~~~~

"PAIN PAIN GO AWAY
DON'T YOU EVER COME AGAIN
I REALLY WAN 2 EAT SMTHG NOW!"

blogging

Wednesday, 25 June 2008

at last.....after a hundred years.....i start to blog....haha....kidding...

i jst feel a bit boring here...erm not exactly "a bit"....i can say i'm truly bored wit my life now...although i'm happy tat i can b wit my family...holiday is my only chance to stay here wit them enjoying time watching tv, eating, n etc....but adi a month and a half staying at home.....and i did nothg besides focusing only on my thesis...or mayb i can say i also watch tv until 2am in d morning...


friends were all working...having and enjoying their own life....i think its my time to change....life was so much different after i came bck from Korea...Malaysia wasn't d same as b4....friends wasn't d same anymore....evrythg change except my family....

i notice how important my family is...they care bout me....giving me wat other ppl doesn't giv....i'm happy to hav a family like them...they were so perfect....

"time 2 change gal...." these few words were repeated again again and again in my mind for several time each day....i noe i hav 2 change...prepare myself b4 i go bck 2 uni.....i noe evrythg was different by then....

i can do it when i'm there in korea....so now...i'm in my own country...it shouldn't b a problem 2 me right....*i guess so*....1 week or 2 i hav 2 face it myself....mayb u will noe my story then....

to be continued....

how important am i 2 u?

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

do u appreciate me as a friend?
do u notice me all d while?
do u thank me 4 wat i've done?
do u noe our friendship will last even if u leave?
do u noe y i help u?
do u noe tat i need u beside me so badly?
do u noe how hurt am i?

so....

how important am i 2 u?

burning mid nite oil...

Sunday, 27 April 2008

burn burn away my oil.... -_-'''

hahaha....

reading...
memorising...
chatting...
playing games...

haih....tired...monday come quick....i wanna take d last paper....n i'll b free for tis sem

sad story always makes me cry!!!

Tuesday, 22 April 2008

knowing him nearly 4 years....seeing him so tough....teaching us d right thgs to do....guiding me the right way...give comment....

now i notice his heart is bleeding from inside....giving him no chance.....

here i would like 2 send my condolence to my university's mentor, lecturer En. Rahim.....

his wife jst passed away tis morning because of diabetics...leaving him before he retire...giving him no chance to take care of her.....

life is so unpredictable.....i'm so sorry for you....take good care of your health.....be strong...hope to see you around soon....

my lesson learned

Saturday, 12 April 2008

i've learned many new thgs 2day...

1. learn how 2 erase
   
2. learn 2 accept new thgs
3. learn not to think to much
4. learn to be thankful
5. learn to smile
6. learn to be patient

thats good right....i've grown a lot...thanks....

survival n life

Wednesday, 2 April 2008

i don noe wat i should say about my life now....living here wit all the friends makes me feel being neglected...every1 bz with their thesis and also assignment...how bout me?

hehe sitting in front of d laptop doing nothg beside games....i've plenty of assignment to finish up but don noe y....i don feel like doing it now....

the weather changes everyday.....damn hot in d afternoon n cold at nite...it changes like how my mood change....sooner or later i'll b alone here in my uni....seeing then graduating and also having their own life makes me feel the urge 2 grad wit them....

how bout the juniors? i don feel like mentioning bout them....ignoring was their expert in the course...seeing me extending my semester....ignoring me...giving me no chance to be good with them....

how can i survive wit them the next sem?