Confuse....

Monday, 19 October 2009

9 months passed. What should I be doing right now? I suppose to have a better life right now. Doing whats right for me. Doing things that can change my path of way in the future. Having a great satisfaction on whats going on days by days.

But in reality, I just can't understand what am I doing right now? The feeling that I had now wasn't right at all. It doesn't "click" together with my mood. I'm CONFUSE. Should I get myself change or keep it stable for another year. Expecting what would I be in the near future really suffers a lot.

If I'm hardworking, does that means I will be successful in the future..?

It was a tough question right? Let see....Give me another chance. I'll try to change my life. Let see the result next year. I promise to do the best.

Work...

Monday, 3 August 2009

I've been working since February '09...nothing much have change apart from earning some $$$ for my living....my path, the route that i took seams lifeless...

*dreaming*
err....can it be more interesting other than going to work, doing reports, surfing the net, going sites for survey? can it be changed? change to a life where i can have plenty of time and $$$ going shopping, gym, facial, relaxing, or maybe back to school? -_-'''
*awake*
i'm still here sitting in the office, facing computer, doing nothing much other than....

doing reports...

searching for info...


read news....


blogging....


games...

Where am I heading to?

Monday, 27 July 2009

Looking around me...right and left....up and down....front and back....erm... -_-'''

Everyone have their own life. They have a successful career and some even got their master done. After few years of study its seams nothing much I've got so far. Even if I went to Korea before, I'm back to the reality where life was normal as usual. I have my own career which I have to stay far from my hometown. Life with no experience, no fun, no knowledge. Every night, i just wonder when i can actually got myself back to KL, the place where I always dream to be. When can I actually had my own freedom, where i can have more friend to hang around. Where to find lots and lots of $$$ for myself and my family.

I'm confuse, really confuse...

Where should i be...more alternative more confusing...and the more headache i got....

I just don't know if i should:-

  1. Do my master (for either part time or full time);
  2. Try to apply for scholarship for master (study oversea);
  3. Apply for Tutor in UTM (either KL campus or Skudai campus);
  4. Stick to my current career;
  5. Transfer back to KL after my RTD project here;
  6. or Erm...Get married to a rich guy....(wakaka..that's impossible right)
Any suggestion? NO idea?...plz help....

WHERE SHOULD I ACTUALLY GO?

my hamster~~~

Wednesday, 27 May 2009

Bought 2 hamster last month....Feel like showing you how adorable they are....they were small when i bought them but now they look so fabulous....lovely....chubby...n...cute....here are their pic....

their cage...

cute one...

so chubby....

wow...plz don eat me....plz....

lovely...

muaks...love you...

saturday night~~~

its saturday night.....we went to Jusco Bukit Indah just for shopping and dinner....we had a great time there...(erm....mayb i'm the only one who had a great time there eating and even shopping)....but i was really a great weekend for me...hehe~~~

we ate at a "stone szilling restaurant" (something like that, coz i already forgot its name)....yummy but expensive....both my dear n i ate it for nearly RM40...T_T...it worth it tho,....

scene in the restaurant


the cook....hmm...yummy...


the eater....

now you see it....

now you don't.....
hahahaha~~~

after the dinner, we went to walk around.....my purpose to go there was actually to buy Skin Food product...hehe...at last....i bought TONER, ESSENCE and EMULSION from the shop.....wow....really spend a lot on that day....but quite happy bout it.....just don mention bout $$$...(oops....my $$$$ gone....huhuhu~~~~ T_T)

this was what i bought.....


my car was hurt!

Saturday, 23 May 2009


I notice that there was a new scratch on my car's butt.....i just wonder where that scar came from? previously i tought that it could be one of my housemates....but that wouldn't be...if they happen to knock my car, mayb they will told me that n say sorry right? then i tought it might be someone else when i parked my car outside......

BUT, after my work today,....i notice that A's bike had a scar in front of it too...but i'm not sure if its from A.....but my car get hurt from something similar to the colour of the bike....i just couldn't say 100% that was A who did it.....i just don't have the prove to say that even if the paint of the bike and some left over evidence of my car was the same colour.....haiz....

Poor baby car! i just couldn't help you even i guess it was A who did it.....

Hate A so much....knock people's car without saying sorry.....SHIT you!!!!! Hoping so much to give u a BIG slap on your face...SHIT you!!!!

Yeah...i assumed that you really did it where you just keep quiet like that after knocking it.....I know it was you!!!....you better be sorry for that, CHICKEN!!!!!.....ARGH~~~~

What have happen to Mersing last Saturday May 9, 2009

Wednesday, 13 May 2009

You just couldn't believe it when u read this news....Its happening there at Mersing, Johor....

Bare naked on Johor isle
Compiled by SIM LEOI LEOI, BEH YUEN HUI and A.RAMAN

AN ISLAND off Mersing in Johor has become a hot spot after it was used as the location for a European reality show, which had its participants running stark naked.

Scenes from the Survivor Robinson Ekspeditionen programme, which had been broadcast over TV3 in Denmark, were published on an online newspaper ScandAsia.com.

A reader with family ties to Malaysia alerted Harian Metro about the programe.

In the scenes, both men and women were seen running along a sandy beach without a stitch on.

The Danish national who e-mailed the images to Metro said he was surprised that the Malaysian authorities had allowed the filming although the show was soft porn.

It is believed that this was the first time the programme had made 16 out of its 22 participants strip naked for the run while five others got to keep their underwear on.

It is also understood that a woman who refused to strip was kicked out of the show and sent home to Denmark.

An official at the Mersing District Council said it had only allowed the filming after telling the producers that they could not have naked scenes on the island as it might offend local residents.

“The filming was originally scheduled at Pulau Besar for this and next month before moving to other islands,” he said.

Picked from: The Star Online (Saturday May 9, 2009)

hahaha weird....i was surprised when i read this....girls and guys going naked beside the beach, running around....hahaha....wonders why no one there to warn them during the film since this was a Malay country?......Hahaha....mayb they hav fun watching it at when the filming was going on...wahahaha...but this issue was later brought up by THE Tunku Mahkota of Johor, Tunku Ibrahim Ismail (stated at NST Online - Johor Buzz today)

Hmm....

Related sourse to the news:
1. kaniahokkien.net (blog)
2. Danish Reality Show Humiliates Contestants in Malaysia
3. some pic