My Cheesecake!

Tuesday 28 April 2009

I don really feel happy nowadays....wonder where my happiness gone....i really can't get any satisfaction on wats going on through my life now....no ups and down....therefore i would like to take my step to bake and make myself bz rather than thinking some nonsense things....i actually planned to baked a cake last few days but end up failed....end up going shopping during the weekend....buying nothg there....

Supposed i can enjoy my Oreo Cheesecake....always wonder how its taste like....wats the taste of the cheesecake that i bake for myself....mayb it was jst an ordinary cheesecake....hoping so much that i could one day...(mayb~~~) turn into an etrodinary cake....cake that every1 appriciate it...cake that every1 thinks that it was the best cake ever....

Wonder how can i change the "non-baked oreo cheesecake" to a special cake....will it be like that forever? can i try to change it..? Maybe i can put something on it.....decorate it? with strawberies? kiwi? cream? or mayb adding coffee into it? hmmm~~~~headache....

that wasn't included into the recipe....but how can i change/modify it to a cake that i really like? as some1's help? erm....mayb some prefer the original cake....but i jst wish it could be at least better that what every1 thought.....

i wan my parents to enjoy the cake that i bake as well....i wan them noe that the cake that i bake was the best cake ever....but how? i want no regrets at the end....

I'm jst to scared to think about it...too scared to face those problem...after all no one cares bout it thou...haiz.....silly me...

Do you believe in miracle or maybe weird stuff?

Monday 20 April 2009

Do you believe in miracle or weird stuff?

Trust me. Its like I've been curse. These few days I personally trust that I might have a pair of "Magic Hand" that can neither change or cure things. My hand can actually make something new into an old things. Wahaha~~~

You gotta believe me. It happens in between a month period. This was what happen to me in the past few days:

1. I accidently spoil dear's computer. When he try to check his com, all his hard disk, mother board, n etc burned. The only things that can still be used was the RAM....scarry~~~~
2. Then in the office my boss bought a new printer for the office but the next day, i try to change some settings for the old printer so that we can share the printer together with my colleague. What happen was when we try to print something from the old printer,.....the printer doesn't work. Since then, the printer will print itself page by page wit only a few letter....fishy~~~
3. Then on thursday, i try cleaning my room but i end up spoiling something (the fan of my dear's new laptop). Its break at the corner of the fan...ish~~~~
   
4. The fourth thing was the washing machine. Last two days i went swimming with my dear. After i came back from the swim, of course there is a lot of things to be wash. So, i put in some clothes and also my towel to the washing machine. Then i try to work it out by turning it on. The water flow in but.....i notice that the water was flowing out to the disposal outlet. Therefore it will flow as long as the machine is on.....I just can't wash my clothes again....need to do it manually.....hmmm~~~~
5. Then the next thing was the new laptop that my dear just bought. I used it the last few days to watch dramas and also online at the same time. Plugging in the adapter to charge the battery and moving it from the room to the living room and back to the room. But last night, i notice something was wrong with the battery. Suddenly the battery was low and I try to charge it. What wonders me was, I already plug in the charger half hour ago but it still show 10% remaining. Erm....That was a new laptop and why is this happening to me????
6. And after that, on Monday i wen to work. Trying to save out some pic from my phone to burn it into a CD but suddenly i found out that my phone din work properly. I don know sms coming in and calls too. Then i try to check if i put it in a vibration mode or silent mode. It was in a normal mode. Aiks...then what happen to my phone? Why isn't it ringing. I try to call my phone using office phone but still...no ringing sound from it....haiz~~~
   

I think you guys have to believe my hand can actually cause miracle to my life....My magic hand.....OMG~~~why me? Why is this happening to me? Really impossible~~~

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i'm bck...

Monday 13 April 2009

its about 2 months since the last time i log in to my blog....many thgs happen around me between these days...going through my convocation session with my parents...that was a relief for me where i can declare myself graduated and become a working lady...-_-''''.....hahahaha....

i'm glad that i can finally find / earn myself a living without burdening my parents....i kinda miss them so much....hopefully i can transfer bck to KL....planning to finish a big project here in MN Consult in order to gain some experince then i can easily get a job there at KL....hehehe~~~ i'm my parents baby gal wat...of coz my heart was still with them....:P

after my convo i'm gald that i still hav some time to meet my friends in KL..i was happy to spend even few hours with them....kinda miss the time we went shopping, pasar malam, dinner, karaoke'ing together...that was really fun...time i had here were a bit bored besides working eating sleeping and mayb hanging out once awhile with the juniors....most of the time i spend was facing all these elctronic device (computer, tv or phone).....

losing my social life....and hoping so much to get a comfortable life....i'm still searching for one from time to time.....wonders when can i get it....O_o'''....

not to say that my life here were totally spoil...but i jst can't feel the "home & friends" around me....therefore until now i still believe that i will still b going bck to the place where i should b.....it might not b around the corner....i jst need to wait for it....i noe it...for sure i can do it....

source: www.chroniclebooks.com