My Cheesecake!

Tuesday, 28 April 2009

I don really feel happy nowadays....wonder where my happiness gone....i really can't get any satisfaction on wats going on through my life now....no ups and down....therefore i would like to take my step to bake and make myself bz rather than thinking some nonsense things....i actually planned to baked a cake last few days but end up failed....end up going shopping during the weekend....buying nothg there....

Supposed i can enjoy my Oreo Cheesecake....always wonder how its taste like....wats the taste of the cheesecake that i bake for myself....mayb it was jst an ordinary cheesecake....hoping so much that i could one day...(mayb~~~) turn into an etrodinary cake....cake that every1 appriciate it...cake that every1 thinks that it was the best cake ever....

Wonder how can i change the "non-baked oreo cheesecake" to a special cake....will it be like that forever? can i try to change it..? Maybe i can put something on it.....decorate it? with strawberies? kiwi? cream? or mayb adding coffee into it? hmmm~~~~headache....

that wasn't included into the recipe....but how can i change/modify it to a cake that i really like? as some1's help? erm....mayb some prefer the original cake....but i jst wish it could be at least better that what every1 thought.....

i wan my parents to enjoy the cake that i bake as well....i wan them noe that the cake that i bake was the best cake ever....but how? i want no regrets at the end....

I'm jst to scared to think about it...too scared to face those problem...after all no one cares bout it thou...haiz.....silly me...

Do you believe in miracle or maybe weird stuff?

Monday, 20 April 2009

Do you believe in miracle or weird stuff?

Trust me. Its like I've been curse. These few days I personally trust that I might have a pair of "Magic Hand" that can neither change or cure things. My hand can actually make something new into an old things. Wahaha~~~

You gotta believe me. It happens in between a month period. This was what happen to me in the past few days:

1. I accidently spoil dear's computer. When he try to check his com, all his hard disk, mother board, n etc burned. The only things that can still be used was the RAM....scarry~~~~
2. Then in the office my boss bought a new printer for the office but the next day, i try to change some settings for the old printer so that we can share the printer together with my colleague. What happen was when we try to print something from the old printer,.....the printer doesn't work. Since then, the printer will print itself page by page wit only a few letter....fishy~~~
3. Then on thursday, i try cleaning my room but i end up spoiling something (the fan of my dear's new laptop). Its break at the corner of the fan...ish~~~~
   
4. The fourth thing was the washing machine. Last two days i went swimming with my dear. After i came back from the swim, of course there is a lot of things to be wash. So, i put in some clothes and also my towel to the washing machine. Then i try to work it out by turning it on. The water flow in but.....i notice that the water was flowing out to the disposal outlet. Therefore it will flow as long as the machine is on.....I just can't wash my clothes again....need to do it manually.....hmmm~~~~
5. Then the next thing was the new laptop that my dear just bought. I used it the last few days to watch dramas and also online at the same time. Plugging in the adapter to charge the battery and moving it from the room to the living room and back to the room. But last night, i notice something was wrong with the battery. Suddenly the battery was low and I try to charge it. What wonders me was, I already plug in the charger half hour ago but it still show 10% remaining. Erm....That was a new laptop and why is this happening to me????
6. And after that, on Monday i wen to work. Trying to save out some pic from my phone to burn it into a CD but suddenly i found out that my phone din work properly. I don know sms coming in and calls too. Then i try to check if i put it in a vibration mode or silent mode. It was in a normal mode. Aiks...then what happen to my phone? Why isn't it ringing. I try to call my phone using office phone but still...no ringing sound from it....haiz~~~
   

I think you guys have to believe my hand can actually cause miracle to my life....My magic hand.....OMG~~~why me? Why is this happening to me? Really impossible~~~

Source: http://www.geekologie.com/2007/07/12/soap-hands.jpg

i'm bck...

Monday, 13 April 2009

its about 2 months since the last time i log in to my blog....many thgs happen around me between these days...going through my convocation session with my parents...that was a relief for me where i can declare myself graduated and become a working lady...-_-''''.....hahahaha....

i'm glad that i can finally find / earn myself a living without burdening my parents....i kinda miss them so much....hopefully i can transfer bck to KL....planning to finish a big project here in MN Consult in order to gain some experince then i can easily get a job there at KL....hehehe~~~ i'm my parents baby gal wat...of coz my heart was still with them....:P

after my convo i'm gald that i still hav some time to meet my friends in KL..i was happy to spend even few hours with them....kinda miss the time we went shopping, pasar malam, dinner, karaoke'ing together...that was really fun...time i had here were a bit bored besides working eating sleeping and mayb hanging out once awhile with the juniors....most of the time i spend was facing all these elctronic device (computer, tv or phone).....

losing my social life....and hoping so much to get a comfortable life....i'm still searching for one from time to time.....wonders when can i get it....O_o'''....

not to say that my life here were totally spoil...but i jst can't feel the "home & friends" around me....therefore until now i still believe that i will still b going bck to the place where i should b.....it might not b around the corner....i jst need to wait for it....i noe it...for sure i can do it....

source: www.chroniclebooks.com

D' drink

Friday, 20 February 2009

when we go shopping, someone likes to stop over for some drinks...no mater who you are hanging out with...your friends or maybe your family.....it might just a habit for us to sit down to take a rest or to chat with them......so, have you ever came to a situation where you bought something that you think you might not like it at the end of it....

there are so many choices when you step in a coffee shop....there are plenty of choices for you to order...coming from a various of flavour (from coffee, latte, mocha to fruit juice).....after a long and hard decision, i bought one of the drink...a chocolate milk....at first i really don know how would it taste like....once i've tried it, i love it....its not bad after all...

since then i would always like to order the same thing wherever i go to the shop....i think it would make me feel satisfied....but things goes wrong recently....someone actually told me that the drink doesn't seams that delicious...it looks so weird and it might be to sweet for me....but all this while i feel OK wit it.....weird and it might be to sweet for me? i like it to be sweet because i love chocolate.....

why? why? why? is it because its not good for my health? but now i'm still young....i still can accept the sweetness in it....no big deal right....

but why? after they commented my drink, i don't really feel good in me....i started to think a lot.....mayb someone would say that i like to think negetaively....but if someone commented on what you did, they actually care so much on you....they wan you to have a perfect life....

i started to think carefully.....

its started to give me a feeling that "should i try other drink or jst keep myself to enjoy this drink", "should i rethink and list down the pros and also the cons of the drink that will affect my health"....so have you guys tought of your drink before? nice? delicious? 'ngam ngam' ur taste?

there was a saying...

"an apple a day, keeps a doctor away"

but for me, my situation was....

"adding more sugar intake in me, keeps my life away"

i really don't know what should i do now...i don't feel easy when i think of it.....should i jst forget what other people commented on it? or i might jst add some water to the drink so that it won taste that sweet? or change another drink?

life was hard when you can't really make a decision or can take the challange when situation occur....

help....

what would you do if you had the same situation like me?

jealousy

Monday, 12 January 2009

would you easily get jealous wit other...not in the sense of your BF trying to go out with other gals or ur GF trying to go out with other boys....

its just a simple jealousy on other peoples life...how they live...how they work...their look, they life...and maybe i can say their richness...i have many friends...and i saw many things in their life...what they get, how they survive in this world...some they are rich n some they don't...

the rich ones they live gratefully and the don't, they succeed in their life too....

but why i feel different in me? i hope things will change in the near future...

HOW RELIABLE ON YOU IN MEDIA?

Thursday, 8 January 2009

Malaysians are among the greatest media junkies on earth, according to a survey conducted recently.

Media research organisation Nielsen Company found Malaysia ranking among the top 10 media consuming nations in a poll among 52 countries.

The survey found that Malaysians use their computers more than they do their television sets and it looks like this trend is going to swing upwards as the country prepares to increase its high-speed broadband connectivity in the future.

The online survey, conducted last September, included 500 Malaysians among the 26,000 people polled worldwide.

It revealed that our citizens are addicted to consuming digital (including data, voice and video), ranking fifth of all countries.
Malaysians also seem to have a voracious appetite for anything on the Internet, with more than half of the respondents having downloaded, streamed or played content such as full-length movies, movie clips, TV shows, music videos and video games over the past month.

"Malaysians are real entertainment and technology junkies. They consume a copious amount of home entertainment, music, video games and digital media.

"They stream and download digital media content on a regular basis," said Nielsen Malaysia consumer group managing director Paul Richmond.

"Broadband penetration is only at 18 per cent, according to the Energy, Water and Communications Ministry.

"But, with the government's push to ready high-speed-broadband via fibre optics by 2010, we can expect the country to continue its climb up the media consumption ladder."

Another interesting finding was that the digital gulf between developing nations and more advanced countries is not as wide as many may think.

While Western nations are heavy users of media hardware like DVD players and gaming consoles, next-generation devices like video-enabled handsets are more popular in new markets, particularly in Asia.

Five Asian countries, including Malaysia, secured spots in the top 10 list of highest usage levels across a range of media devices.

Source: NSTonline (January 8, 2009)

What do you think bout it? Haha...for me...i sat in front of the computer during work from 9am to 5pm....then on TV after work until 930pm at least....haha then if i'm tired i'll jst sleep....if not i'll on the computer and....haha...PLAY GAMES.....wow!!! i spend nearly 80% of my life committed to MEDIA....huhuhu~~~...i jst notice it....SCARY o...

As a conclusion....."I JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MEDIA"....muahahahaha...

Happy New Year

Friday, 2 January 2009

Its another new year....welcome to Year 2009.....i wish all my dreams come true....hahaha~~~

my new year wish...

1. Start work asap
2. save more money
3. go travel
4. buy many clothes
5. buy purse
6. to be healthy (also for my family n friends)
   
7. slim down (its impossible..hahaha~~~)
8. etc...

wakakaka..tats it 4 now..hahahaha